Yesterday wasn't so good. It should have been tho. My partner was in all day so I had help with the girls and all the mundane housework tasks but i spent the day panicking about the fact it would soon be Monday and that my partner would be working all week so i would be going it alone again! with hindsight i'm thinking why did i not just make the most of him being there?
We spent the afternoon at an open day along at the local football ground. There was hundreds of people there enjoying a family day out. I used to really cherish every moment of family days out but now I find them painful! I really tried to enjoy it but at the back of my mind all I could think was that I would rather be back in my bed.When we returned home the guilty feeling popped back up to say hello. I was questioning whether I had spoiled a potentially good afternoon out by feeling so low and negative?
So its now Monday and its back to dreading the nursery run this afternoon. My youngest hates going in her buggy and spends the hole time she is in it trying to get back out, if i put her in her smart trike she quite often tries to get out of that too. Its not a long walk but it's right before her nap time and when she's tired her temper and stubbornness go into over drive. I try to avoid stressful situations but unfortunately this is one situation i can't avoid.
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